me

2006-05-11T00:27:00.000+08:00

all i can say now is that this particular part on earth(virtual) is rotting badly.
its like 94832743627672 days since i blogged.
many stuff happened,
with usual tests and many more to come.
just had e first round of a level chem SPA.
which i dont exactly know whether i screwed it up or not.
just hope that everything goes well for me la.
had bloody maths today and yea, its e usual failing style.
but i have to blame myself for studying only at e morning before e test started.

i reallly really really really really really hope that chris wins AI (:
im his ardent fan :P

and im not gonna be a slacker anymore.

2006-04-12T18:11:00.000+08:00

i love noises!

ok, let me first say that this world is full of coincidents.
there are like endless examples.
-first of all, those whom i met peeps like jiawan and silpa whom i met during e econs bridging lessons turned out to be my present classmates :)
-secondly, my senior ivan neo cum sirkett house master cum bb boy whos from kcp, has a cute sis called samneo in my class 116. she happens to remind me of mich:) :)
-thirdly, my ex- pri scoo mate, siti maziah who's transferred to rosyth due to gep is currently good frens with my classmate, silpa.
- lastly, my balestier mate is a pri scoo fren of lester ong who's previously from four love.

and i believe that there are still more to come eventually...

ive so given up hope on studying.
i wanna chill as much as possible!!
and tp polyclinic is super screwed.
i will nv ever wanna go there to take mc anymore, thanks to some real screwed up docs.
shall try ttsh next time round.

yet another coincidence =)

2006-04-07T18:09:00.000+08:00

have been rather a gambler of all sorts.
mahjong, bridge, dai dee.
u name it, i know it.
so today was 'fruitful',
guess wad?
i had my first hand in bridge today la.!
super fun k!
its such an irony when my brother who is a pro that wins bridge compeitions doesnt even bother to teach me!
nvm. shall ask him to impart some bridge knowledge to me so i can beat my classmates flat. wahahahaha!

pe is sucky everytime.
its either running or stretching thighs.
im so sick of them all!
i want ball games!!

anyway, this coming tues is class outing.
im so looking forward to la! :D :D
but not really keen on eating at seoul garden as its im more to e herbivore side.
and e very next day has to be chem test.
wth!
i still wanna hang around in town.
i dont wanna go home so early !

im so dazzled by chris daughtry of american idol 5.
in case u are wondering who e hell is he,
hes e baldie who sings rock :D
hes sucha versatile guy!
of course ace young is my hot fave too!
such a sweet angelic voice captures my heart:)

chill out dudes! :) enjoy life while u still can!

peace out`

2006-03-31T15:30:00.000+08:00

i've got some fantastic news which u should just sit back and relax and be (NOT) amuse.
there was this ever so exiting maths test back on wed, which was thrilling enough to make you puke endless pails of blood.
and ive gotten a score of 7/30, which is an excellent U grade.
this is even worse than my e maths f9 grade back in sec 3.
the lowest in my class was a o/30, so it isnt that bad for a start eh?
i just knew that i would get a <10/30.
to think i studied quite hard for nothing.
all my qtns were a big zero except for e last, and i knew that modulas was bound to get zero.
im really curious to know how much those who wrote 2 sentences for e test got.

been quite a juvenile delinquent recently,
i left school at 12.55pm just to pon chem prac cos its really boring, and i was 25 mins too late.
plus i still have gunaselvi hot on my heels for my purple geog file.
and theres yet again another test, which is bloody chem!!!
the killer solution stoichiometry is being tested.
tests, worksheets, assignments, pw and cheena just keeps shortening my life because they simply deprive me of blood!

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO UNWIND!!!

2006-03-25T16:12:00.000+08:00

i randomly remembered that my scoo gave us a chance to go OBS!!
wooohoooo!!!
that was exactly what i wanted to go but didnt had a chance.
but now i have!
still, not many look forward to obs due to some misfortunes that occurred to their siblings. eg. unfortunate mosquito kisses.
lols!

have been spotting james blunt whenever i tune into mtv.
gosh! i get so sick of him eversince you're beautifuuuuuul.
so i started to boycott him by tuning to other channels.
but hes quite a feat for breaking into e us charts esp when hes a briton,
that was like 1029384765 yrs since e spice gals did that with.

its soon to be happily raining cats and dogs.
ya, i hate da rain.
how i wish i had some device to let it be in my disposal,
so as and when im pleased, " let there be rain".
sounds like im in control of that. lols!

so will tmr be a happy day? yessss!!
cos i'll be playing piano for e lil kids.
and its not surprising that i'm starting to adore kids now.
they are so cute and adorable la! :):):)
i suppose i'll miss them if they're absent esp, grace and daniel! and maybe frana? lols!

2006-03-24T20:15:00.000+08:00

here's something which ive been holding on for so long and i just couldnt burst out saying that i truly deeply regretted not getting tix to jason mraz concert :(:(:( arghhhh!!!
fcuk!
i really really regretted k. hes better in live concerts rather than his albums which are already so frggin nice'.
so pls dont ever tell me u attended his concert cos i will so envy u :X
i feel like screaming out loud!! argggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

2006-03-24T17:02:00.000+08:00

life has nv been good since ive gone to jc.
three words : mug! mug! mug!
lols!
but i was too exhausted to study ytd so i slpt through e night. haha.
so here am i once again rambling about that insignificant thing.
anyway, i spotted a striking orange arena swimsuit jus now at j8.
shall get it if i made it to swimming.cross ur fingers eh.
no way am i going for tennis! its super slack pls!
hopefully e coach finds me alright for swimming.
im so pissed off that i couldnt go into ODAC. damm.

will be off to swim now cos i really wanna make it into swimming.

i didnt know that building castles in the air was so authentic.

2006-03-16T13:51:00.000+08:00

today's supposed to be og outing and not even half e gals are going?
lol.
anyway, somebody from my og told me that i look like im from a girls' school, though i know its weird la.
but i treated it as a compliment :)
so monday is posting of classes, and hopefully they let me take geog instead of history, cos history really sucks and its super boring k!
went for geog lesson for e first time and realise e teacher is damm slack la, and shes an indian.
she was still stuck in 3 quartz of e 1st topic when all four topics which are supposed to be covered within four days.
well done!!
plus the lt is super freezing!!

mon
skipped scoo halfway to meet my favourite people! met them at town and ate bk.
one of e malay staff there was so attitude. and later we proceeded to e esplanade!
i admit that i was super anti and tired at first, and e fun happens later.! ~ taking pics.
quite disappointed that e jason mraz concert tix are sold out! damm! hes one good musician to listen to. wanted to eat banmian with mich and yiwen but mom cooked. damm again!

tues
had lunch with t09. we went to j8, and yeah, met a couple of familiar faces like mr tan kok lam and felicia.
we took like forever to decide where to eat, when we're actually standing outside food junction. finally we went into food junction to makan la.
after lunch, walked around and saw some ice age 2 show, so cute la pls!
and i dunnoe it was who's idea to go to the open area at e 3rd floor and take pics.

2006-03-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

wahh.. super tired now lah!!
cos of clubbing in scoo. lols! cant imagine rite?
it was e so called finale of e orientation camp in yjc, which i intially thought of skipping it.
but that thought is proved so WRONG!!
anyway when jingyi, me and some og ppl wanna breeze past e gates, it was so unfortunate that e ogls are there to restrict j ones from leaving.
and i actually called my mom to help me to get permission to leave scoo due to my piano theory test e next day.
and there was this ogl who walked past us and told us if he were us, he will stay for e finale. like duh!
he was one of those organizing it!
i totally enjoyed e finale thing, and it was something similar to zouk or club momo,
all u can see is one group of ppl on e stage and a huge bunch on e floor dancing.
and e songs toatlly rocks!!! l.o.v.e, faint, its my life, pump it, just wanna live, greenday, run it and many more :):):)
i jumped like mad, screamt like mad, shaked my head like hell, groved like siao lah!
almost wanted to faint ~
i saw many potential clubbers too!
and ya, they threw many shreded paper on us. lols!
anyway, its too fun lah~ too tired to more stuff.
btw, i bumped into my pri scoo fren whos in cj,
and i heard some mad stuff like withelding ur buspass before u going to e toilet. weird lah.! maybe they wanna track down truant cases which one such fine example is my bro. lols!
so im here typing and not studying for my piano theory lah! wow, thats so hopeless.
ok, last sentence : I really enjoyed today's finale and do not regret skipping my theory class today. ! :) :)
- the end-

2006-03-07T18:49:00.000+08:00

omg!
it seems that i'll be back after six this whole week of orientation.
and i really enjoyed orientation today.
its much more fun and noisy.
but i missed my secondary school frens too!!
really not sure when i can meet up with them.

here's something i wanna say,
im really stressed at this point of time when i realise that jc is so hectic.
you will need to do 3 essays and some other questions in 3 hrs for econs?
and on top of that, im taking maths and chem h2,
and i didnt have any a maths or pure chem background.
the only sub that i really like is history and i decided to take it rather than music.
:(:(

2006-03-04T13:25:00.000+08:00

havent thought of much to blog yet. anyway, i just realised that i've been in quite a deep shit. cos im supposed to be the arts fac rather than sc. so how?

Four jobs
- assistant in my grandpa's coffee stall
- some office job.
- a physiotheraphist in the future.
- and maybe some accountant / piano teacher in da future

Four movies (that i dont mind watching over and over again)
- JUMANJI (gosh, i really love this on axn!)
- anna and the king
- rat race
- beauty and the beast

Five TV shows
- alias (jennifer garner)
- desperate housewives
- scrubs
- malcolm in the middle
- f.r.i.e.n.d.s

Four places I’ve vacationed
- HAWAII
- jakarta
- tasmania & perth
- penang & kl

Fourplaces I’d rather be right now
- hawaii
- mauritius
- usa
- anywhere in europe

Four Actors i like
- jake gyllenhaal
- brad pitt
- matthew perry
- tom welling

Four Actresses i like
- charlize theron
- teri hatcher
- jennifer garner
- kirsten dunst

Four favourite bands
- something corporate
- red hot chili peppers
- guns n roses
- green day

speaking of movies, i'm gonna make those of you who cant see brokeback mountain jealous cos i saw it!! lalallalala. well. there's this loophole in the tix counter where u will be issued a ticket provided u look older than 21, without checking ur id. if u are underage and u really really wanna sneak in to watch this acclaimed film, i suggest u wear some apparel which makes u look older. lol, but i didnt do that.

2006-03-03T10:34:00.000+08:00

im stresssed !!
can you believe it?
that's not the typical happy go lucky magdalene.
but im actually under some kind of pressure now.
im actually sandwiched between a maths and piano theory.
i can imagine the strenous stretching inside my brain.
trying hard to stretch to the max.
no wonder that accounts for several headaches.
donkk.
and moe has decided to put me in a scoo called yjc.
and im fine with it after much struggling between whether to pick yj over sr and vice versa.
i'll give you FOUR reasons why yj is much better than sr :

1) the uniform!! (omg, this is so important lah!)
although yj uni looks a bit like ite, it will still be better than e skin color sr uni.
2) the journey to scoo.
although i have a straight bus to sr. its gonna take an almost one hr bus trip up there!
3) subject combi.
yj offers music, unlike sr who doesnt offer.
4)the scoo rankings.
they all say that yj is better than sr despite the cut off 20 points.

ultimately, i decided to take h2 maths, music econs and h1 chem.
thats all!

and btw, i really enjoyed going to the zoo with the following folks : mich yiwen geok yiqian xianwen and kai lyn. :) :) thanks so much for e enjoyable times!

2006-02-26T21:48:00.000+08:00

Goodbye for Now - POD

I can still see the light
at the end of the tunnel shine
through the dark times
even when I lose my mind

But it feels like no one
in the world is listening
and I can't ever seem
to make the right decisions

I walk around in the same haze
I'm still caught in my same ways
I'm losing time in these strange days
but somehow I always know
the right things to say

I don't know what time it is
or whose the one to blame for this
Do what I believe what I can't see
And how do you know
which way the wind blows

Cause I can feel it all around
I'm lost between the sound
And just when I think
I know, there she goes

[Chorus]
Goodbye for now
Goodbye for now
So long

Goodbye for now (I'm not the type to say I told you so)
Goodbye for now
So long (I think the hardest part of holding on is lettin go)

When will we sing
A new song
A new song

totally enjoyed rapping it!! :)
and my dear little cousin pronounces rap as ra-pe. lols!
i feel that my twin cousins are super cool lah.!
they learnt from their friends how to sing the american idiot song and do that emo scream!!!!!
btw, they are from sajs and are currently in pri 4.
thats ultra hip lah!
as they are identical twins, i asked them whether they had switched identities before,
and its so SAD that they didnt.
and i tried convincing them and they still dont dare.
if i were in their shoes, i'd probably be fooling my peers and teachers and hitting hard on their butts all day long with sydney.
if only sydney was existent!

was in town on fri and i saw david gan.
he looks so homo. - knitted cap and a lady's bag. imagine that?

2006-02-19T19:50:00.000+08:00

my life is not brilliant.
i've been sitting around moping and pondering whether going to jc was ever e right choice.
yea, rite.. i sorta regret it now.
going poly might be an easier way out cause there's not gonna be much stress.
my head is in some sorta whirlwind and it is impossible to reverse time.
or maybe i should just stick to a levels and be extra hardworking and hopefully get into e physiotheraphy course @ nyp.
and if u girls ever see this, i really miss you all thoroughly. we must hang out yea! :)

2006-02-10T20:02:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

i made it!
i made it!!
i made it!!!!
i made it to jc!!!!
wooooooo!!!!!

feel screaming out loud!
i'm so overwhelmed!
THANK GOD FOR HIS GRACE :)

i was a lil disappointed with english.
thought i will get a five or four but i got a six instead.
at least its better than my previous two nightmares which depicted me receiving a big fat f9 for e o's. haha.
and when i read e second line of my results, i saw comb. humans and guess what i saw?
a b3.!!
wow!!
i didnt expect it cos i thought i would manage a 5 as i've a constant f9 for this particular sub.
i really wanna laugh out loud!!
LOLS!!

and for cheena, i knew it would be that same b4 cos i didnt study it at all. =D

as for fnn. i knew i would get a d7 though i preferred a c6< when mrs teo said that there wasnt a 100% pass.

english language - c6
combined humanities - b3
mathematics - a2 (my tutor predicted it)
science (phy/chem) - a2 (a lil surprise as i lost 10 marks from phy sect A)
food & nutrition - d7
principles of accounts - a2
chinese - b4
chinese (oral/aural) - merit

* replica of e results slip.

anyway congrats to peeps who excelled!! and for those who did not do well, pls dont be discouraged :)

ok. now at least im on par with my two brothers who jc, but failed to go in to e same scoo as 'em.
so i shall push myself hard in jc to qualify for dip. in physiotheraphy @ nyp :)

i feel so satified with myself! shall go and do more shopping for clothes, bag, shoes and stationeries.

lalallalalalalallalalallalallalalalalas!!

2005-08-22T19:31:00.000+08:00

just came back from piano lessons.
boos. it was only theory and another more lesson and i'll be on hiatus.
hahaha.
theres an amazingly cute boy who came after me, those innocent looking type.
and mind you, hes only 8 and currently studying at sa boys.
his speech was so funny lah, so adorable.
and hes playing was good for a grade 1 student, compared to mine.
hahaha.
and i dont practice when i was in grade 1.
cant be bothered to.
how i wish i could rewind time to be in grade 1 still.
but its impossible.
lols! i really do cherish those moments and my teacher is so patient.
and i realise prelims is arriving in 2 more weeks.
so i need to buck up.!

2005-08-19T21:39:00.000+08:00

today wasnt suppose to be a day full of poignance.
it was meant to be what many of you look forward to.
perhaps, it was all bullcrap from the start.
and thanks to certain ppl who took away my day.
i will nv forget this bdae i ever had.
ultimate depressing.

btw, many thanks for my well-wishers!! :D:D
thanks everybody for ur happie birthday wishes.

to you:
hey! i really wanna thank you for being with me all the while, in fact always. i guess i can still express my grattitude to you here :D but it isnt still too late to thank you yet.! sorry if i've neglected you in anyway, pls forgive me! you will always be my bestest buddy forever! cheers for the tears we've shed! i was touched by you, like an angel bending to take my hand. you nv knew how consoled i was when u were there with me and i guess that there is no one exactly like you. and you were the one who has made my day best, subsiding the stormy weather to a sunny atmosphere. i love you and you know who you are.

ps. go see my table, ive already edited it.

2005-08-18T18:34:00.000+08:00

a despicable act.
low down cheap thrill.
may you turn to ashes i sincerely hope.

i cant forgive myself for not heeding warnings.

2005-08-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

im sure you all heard about dsa.
yeah. i realised that i fit the criteria.
cause they want people who are inclined in sports, arts and MUSIC.
wow. music is my forte.
i should have just gambled my luck on cj.
perhaps who knows i will get in.
but again.
i was just kidding about that.
look back at my results and you'll definately shake your head in reprove.
haha.
ask yourself if a jc would dare accept a student with horrendous an L1R5 of 38?
of course not!
so gdbye to dsa!
i will try for dsa IF only my results are decent, like <20.
but just too bad lah.
lols!

2005-08-07T17:05:00.000+08:00

just had maths tuition.
grr!!
my tutor.
no comments, i'll reserve mine for a later use.
u see, i always hate having lessons on a weekend like sundays, cos i need my beauty slp.
just nice, he has jap class at five and i'll be back at home by 3+ after church. (my tuition lasts for 2 hrs)
and actually i could almost get my way,
until he said he will take a cab down for his lessons.
being the soft hearted me have no choice but to give in to him.
obvious compelling eh?
refering to my statement abv, that was my comment actually.

Bless you who has two loved ones who just passed on.
my commiserations goes out to you.
life is so vulnerable you see.
it comes and goes as it will.
haiz..
anybody looks forward to national day aka. e few days before cheena results are out?
-.-

2005-08-05T18:48:00.000+08:00

piano was disastrous,
anyway it was meant to be , wasnt it?
no comments.
i dunnoe how i will react when e results come out.
just dont remind me about that in due time.
i need some peace.

dear Lord,
life hasnt been good this while.
i pray for wisdom and strength each day to live .
may thou grant me the perseverance to run this race and fight it well.
and Lord i also pray for all my friends, who are along this difficult journey,
may u grant them the peace and also guide them thru too.
thank you Lord for your grace and mercy and continue to bless us.

in jesus name i pray,
Amen

i know many of us are weary and weak at this point of time,
but we just have to keep life going on no matter what.
just live it with a smile and brush all dampening spirits aside. :D:D

-i rode alongside you till you lost me in the open road.
a sorta fairytale with you.

2005-07-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

today is my last time wearing my gb full u.
sad right?
but i didnt go for the final rollcall because of fnn.
yup. we had some o level coursewrk planning which is really really important.
and i was super duper caught unaware.
guess i wasnt listening to teo's fnn preaching.
and my coursewrk A is still in draps and pieces.
still far from the expected 40 pages.
thats so typical lazy me.

and eversince after e june hols,
mums been stringent evermore.
i got questioned quite severely whenever i got home quite late.
mybe after 5 plus?
mum was really furious with me staying back for the funfair stuff and staying back of posters and pamplets.
and she reckons that i should study study the whole day.
but thats so deprived of childhood.
nononono.
im not gonna let her ruin my adolescence just like that.
so im gonna plan my time wisely.
and i realised ive cut down really much on music although my dad insist that i havent.
im still not quite used not having to blast my speakers after i get home.
and no more launch or launch cast for me. boos.
the stereo was confiscated and sitting aimlessly at the hall waiting to serve me.
double boos.!

no matter what, i must be glad with ive got and done with what ive lost.

2005-06-27T19:59:00.000+08:00

bloops. i cut my hair!
intially i thought i looked like a silly boy.
but all of them whom i asked for opinion proved me very wrong.
im so afraid to be reduced to those demented boyish looks.
this is so scary. trace back my previous experience and you'll know why.
it seems like 'trimming your tresses' is quite popular in demand.
many like chienting, lj, zhuang yan, hannah and many more trimmed off their hair.
its just that i spotted many fresh looks. cool!

here is a set of resolutions for the upcoming u know what.
1 -Be DILLIGENT!
2- BE more HARDWORKING (it pays to be more qin lao and do extra work)
3- be meticulous in my work. (must be careful, esp. maths assignments )
4- and to be more studious. ( study)
5- last and the most important one, must be committed lah!

do they reflect a current me? nahnah. totally too far-fetched! but hopefully i will be transformed in due time..

but my god its so beautiful when the boy smiles,
wanna hold him but maybe i'll just sing about him.

life is a bliss or like akon ?

2005-06-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

for the whole week,
my two brothers are not sleeping at home simultaneously for e first time.
one is out of town and e other who prefers to clam up in his hostel.
leaving me all by myself.
show me the meaning of being lonely baby.
now i actually get to feel like being the only child.
so i must cherish the privillege of having brothers.
awww..
haha
but in exchange for being lonesome, i was granted peace finally.

woos!
i've downloaded many songs within the span of three days.
its just a modest 50 :)
hehs.
actually i feel quite guilty too.
but im so sorry if i violated the piracy rule.
if i were an artist, i will sue everyone who's downloading my songs illegally.
they are driving me up the wall.
heeehees.
now my comp has > 200 songs.
but those were downloaded by my brother a few hundred centuries ago.
all e outdated songs, retros and oldies.
and now rock and pop has been added to the collection.

im going johor tmr.
yays!
bubble gums and more chewing gums.
no. but the main menu is on clothings and shoes.
:)

sentosa.
count me in yeah.
thats where my tanktops will come into use.
and we'll have great tanns. :)

2005-06-10T21:18:00.000+08:00

sgh totally sucked.
they sucked like hell..
mind you,
i waited a whole of FIVE hellish hours.
excluding e time i left e hospital.
that was so EFFICIENT on their part just to see my dearest grandma warded.
and to add on to their efficiency, here comes the legacy part too..
so much for being one of the BEST and the oldest goverment hospital in singapore.
that is equivalent to having the most outdated medical equipment and being the stinkiest hospital ever.
so i think you wouldnt want to be there than anywhere?
once i stepped into the hospital, the whiff of medicine smell just took me in.
and beware,
it seems they are experiencing some kind of rising epidemic again.
well, its time i think i should give my uncle some feedbacks on sgh since hes the hr manager there.

tsk tsk,
my brother is lower than a cesspit.
yes. i love that statement.
its rare that i actually get to lash this phrase out.

2005-06-06T19:05:00.000+08:00

i wanna put music on my blog like gen does..
its cool.
you must agree that music is in my blood.
and gen,
if u ever see this
click on this link and listen to 'she says'
http://search.music.yahoo.com/launch/search/?m=all&p=unwritten+law

yeah.

flip thru the script and tell me what it says.
skip thru the story and tell me how it ends.
she says we'll probably better off as friends.
yeaaa.

and,
on my way back home from piano lessons,
im amused by this little boy who was drinking ribena playing with his brother.
when i walked past this little boy,
who knows that he will ever spat on my leg.
myohmy..
such a tender age.
but i let him off.
cause he looks innocent and cheeky.
and i dont know what made me turn ard again to see him.
this time,
an indian gal(older than me) with her bf.
and guess what?
she was his second victim.
lols!
sucha playful kid.
but we both let him get away with his small crime.
haha

2005-06-06T15:22:00.000+08:00

thanks to adam lazzara,
we now know e first rule in emo
is nv to date ur guitarist's lil sis.
tats no wonder why straylight is formed and now eminently getting back at taking back sunday!
haha
now i noe why john nolan and shaun wants to leave TBS.
shame on adam who cheated michelle nolan!
anyway straylight run is better off than them.

and i thin tat system of a down is crap.
to be exact TRASH

gregarious - funny
now i noe why gregory is funny lah.
becos of the first four letters - greg.
mind you
this is not any of my made up words as what gen claims like halistosis.
go check up e dictionary,
its in there :)

i think tat life is full of crap now.
im feeling some unknown stress right this instant.
o levels? piano? and many more
ok. i feel like drowning myself with joy.
it has been a long time since i indulged with laughter, crapping and a feast.
anyone knows the sucess to ur smiles?
cmon share it with me!
i wanna be drenched with the 'BE HAPPY ' solution..
how i wish there exists such a thing.
boos!

i seriously want a buffet, esp pizza hut.
i missed them like crazee..
binging on food makes me elated.
but when im feeling down or angry, the magic just disappears
and this is the only time i turn away from my temptations.
haha.

i may sound depressed here.
but i really am a bit.
one thing for sure i cannot be wrong is to turn to my books.
if not im doomed.

ps. laughter is the best medicine. :D

i turn to you. ----> my books lah! wahahaha!

2005-05-31T22:39:00.000+08:00

im freaking pissed jus now!
esp pissed with tat dimensionally challenged guy who looks so secondary scoo kid, his boss and so on and so forth.
im already hot and hungry enough, and yet you still kept me waiting for at least fifteen mins.
tats wad i call inefficency.
go ahead if you want to complain to my aunt bout my ap.!
i dont really give a damm.
and pls!
tat boy of yours have a lazy attitude!
pls lash him out severely in order for ur buisness to thrive!
i really cant tolerate him.
tat lazy bum.
as the chinese proverbs say, 'zi ji de dong xi zi ji juo!'
wad a LAZY ASS to order me to do it.
i was only giving my aunt face by doing u tat demeaning task!
the nxt time this happens,
i'll slamm those chopsticks right in ur face!

those words up there doesnt sound like me.
but i told ya im in a black mood already.

oh ya.
btw,
chinese o levels are over!
but i doubt i'll be difficult to get a b3 when my compo is outa point.
so those who wrote about the dilema qtn.
im so so so sorrie to say tat those who mentioned parents who divorced in the story,
we're most prob out of pnt.
haiz..
so much for learning the stoopid casino cheena compo.
it didnt even come out at all.
darn!

was almost late for geog today.
mum was so gd to pay for my cab fares lah
first time leh.
haha

mum: gal, wake up! wad time u need to go scoo?
me: must reach at 8, now wad time?
mum: alamak! late alreadylah! wad lesson are u having?
me: geog.
mum: in tat case i give u money to take a cab .

wow!
y was she so generous tis time?
cos she noes tat my geog is hopeless and doesnt want me to miss any part.
haha
im so broke now!

2005-05-13T16:08:00.000+08:00

the stress is finally over.
but the worst is yet to come.
i mean e results and of course chineseO levels.
e maths is mean enough to rob me of a better pass.
even e chinese compre passage appeared like greek to me.
and phy was so alien somehow.
chem was like totally typical of lazy mrs ong who sets questions from our ten yr series.
and e mcq for sc is not tat chicken esp. lawrance's physics. so hard..
exams are not easy at all for this yr.
it seems they have raised their standards all over us.
rather too far-fetched.

after e last paper ,
went to wheelock place to collect my fone bac.
damm it.
it was expected to be beyond repair.
i really anticipated ta.
sick.
both my fones are retarded.
i cant stand it.
i cant use any fone now.
no msgs, no calls.
quite depriving lah.
went to borders before tat.
i was surprised to see straylight run's debut album there.
its like OMG!
its there.
i cant believe it.
it is actually available in singapore too.
cos its a local band in e states, so not much of a probability to be sold in here.
i really love them and thank you victory records for distributing them here :)
most probably i'll buy it.

everybody has something they have to do everyday.
for me, i must have my daily dose of rock or at least music.
for mich, is watching her tvee and eating her fav meat in school most of e time.
for gen, her favourite activity will be chatting.
for yiwen, she will be praising her external beauty, not internal beauty!
these are e few must do things we gals have.
lols!

-i tear my heart open, and sew myself shut

2005-04-23T13:29:00.000+08:00

ytd we had founder's day..
actually, its quite boring.
nothing much.
but i was pretending to be excited a bit.

saw quite an extraordinary sight ytd while taking 139 home..
cos i was pouring heavily at first but thank God it was just fine when i alighted.
at one stop before i left,
i saw this grey car stopped out of the blue..
i was puzzled why would he halt for no reason in e middle of road (he overtook e bus by e right)
not long enough. he came out from his automobile and reached for something on e road.
and true enough, he was holding on to a poor kitten stuck in middle of e road.
it was a poor lil thing.
i bet it was purring continously in a moment of relief from this ordeal when e gentlemen picked it up.
awww..
so poor thing.
haha

anyway, thanks to gen for her switch a roo game!
haha
ilove gen loads like the amount of candies that fills charlie's chocolate factory! (wow, thats alot k)

tatas.

2005-04-17T15:53:00.000+08:00

the school is rather kind to let us have a friday off from lessons.
but instead replaced by pft.
the old routine of making students stay bac after school is scraped.
at least its more organised now.

had chapel prac at 9am.
and poa remedial at 10am.
we were all too engrossed in practising,
and me too hooked on the drums,
so we went late for poa.
in the end,
i still dont get wth tang neh neh is trying to say!
but i shall do my own study for mon's test.

im alright with my 5 item test.
standing broad jump - 175 cm
sit n reach - 52 cm
shuttle run - 11.2sec
incline pull-ups - 9
sit-ups - 31

perhaps sec two was the peak of my results.
compare them:

standing broad jump - 198cm
sit n reach - < 49cm
shuttle run - 10.9 sec
incline pull-ups - <9
sit ups - 31

it may seem abit of diff to u
but it matters quite alot to me.
yah.
and expectedly most guys attained a zero and failed their pullups.
i see a different angle of those guys who can do more than at least 3 pullups,
cos not many or in fact a hand full can achieve that.
but seriously,
joseph can do more than ten.
just one sentence to sumarise :
e guys in our school are actually quite weak.
i seem to be demean them,
but thats a fact.
haha.

2005-04-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

life is just a piece of crap now.
total piece of a mess.
skipped cca on fri to go out with my budds to catch ms congeniality 2.
sandra bullock was still as ravishing as ever :D
and later went to town to sent my phone for repair.
its so dammit!
its just a small part of corrosion in e inside.
i didnt drop it somewhere wet or wat.
and they said tat they are going to revoke e warranty after e pairs are done.
and its not guaranteed for sure it would be restored to perfect condition.
mybe it could be beyond repiar.
wth!

sat.
went to sentosa witj grandpa, aunt,mom,brother,cousin
cos mummy had family day there for all goverment sectors.
and their gifts were a bit unique tis yr.
it was a tent.
haha
most of them pitched theirs while mummy thins its senseless to do so.
my cousin and i were reading e instructions,
just as a couple approached us to give us their nicely pitched tent.
oh ya.
and i went to view e underwater world again.
thot it would be exciting to see all e colorful fishes and all tat.
but it seems like e fun part there was using my brothers camera cellphone to snap videos and pics of those fishes.
lols!
we wanted to see e musical fountains but it seems like grandpa was tired so we took him home.
actually im also v. tired lah.

mon.
kept eating loads of food in scoo with mich.
after a plate of rice, we shared a bowl of noodles.
haha
one thing we nv regret in life is to gorge on food!!
this is called eat to live!
haha.
did not have piano lessons today, but instead tuition.
i thin terence is getting a lil impatient with me .
haha.
cos of my constant lost-ness in his lessons.
i always feel so blurr then.

today.
had chem prac.
a total mess up.
after scoo went library to study.
sneaked out halfway to buy guava to eat.
e auntie sure has ap.
fancy her throwing my change one table.
and so kiam siap in giving xw, audrey n me e plum powder.
say tat e powder eat too much is no gd for e body.
wad nonsesne!!
how bout saying frying a plate of veggie without adding sauce or salt eh?
btw, saw some unsightly soul in e library.
somehow she wasted my time.

its time for me to change skin.
so i shall try not to procastinate bout tat.
ya.
tata!

2005-04-02T21:57:00.000+08:00

read this:

As we reported previously, The Darkness have started work on the follow-up to "Permission To Land" with a little bit of inspiration from the late Freddie Mercury. The band was working in the same studio in which Queen recorded "Bohemian Rhapsody." "Studio stuff is going well. It's about the biggest drum sound you'll ever hear on a rock record and that's all there is to it at the moment. We're in the same studio that they recorded "Bohemian Rhapsody" in, so I'm using Freddie's piano and stuff," said singer Justin Hawkins.

As it was reported by WiredAF news agency, at the present time the band stopped working on the follow-up because of mysterious reasons. Justin Hawkins denied commenting on the situation, however some info leaked on the net. "We were recording our 3rd song for the album, which has some piano parts and I was playing on Freddie's piano when this happened," said Justin to his close friend during the phone conversation. "Suddenly all our gear stopped working and it's became very silently. I almost felt the silence. There were like 10 people from the studio as well as the whole band when we heard a hiss from one of our amplifiers, and then the voice said "Stop this. You vulgarize the rock music, you are doing everything wrong. And stop touching my piano and stuff." "Last thing I remember -- that amplifier started to burn. I am scared to death now and we decided to stop the recording and think about that. We may quit the scene."The band is going to sue a company which owns the studio, because they did not make them to know about ghosts and other odd things that have happened there before.It's nice to know that at least the ghost of a rock legend looks after rock music though.

lols!!
freaky happening.
imagine tat.
geez..

2005-04-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

went for e leadership conference today.
while e others were sprawling on their beds, enjoying e cool weathertis morning.
i had to wake up early to go for ncotc..
so unfair..
i want to enjoy my slp..
its just another sat afterall..

it was quite alright today lah.
was under programme planning.
it was a rather slack course.
we even got to slp during e last hr.

i despise guys who are lecherous.
if size really matters,
go to the mother cow!
she has plenty.

2005-03-31T18:52:00.000+08:00

oh no.
my childhood fear of bubble lifts has resurfaced again.
it jus rejuvenated at j8 when i took e lift to e fourth level to buy pick.
and im super careless again.
always misplacing my pick.

came home rather late today.
cos i spent my time at cristofori going thru grade 7 &8 theory specimen papers.
they jus have a slight modification in e first 2 qtns. but last part is still e same
and i bought a transparent LIME GREEN jim dunlop hard.
quite nicee.

i've found a new interest after ss today,
which is political studies.
wonder if it is available in uni..
hmm..
and tmr is april fools day.
gonna swop classes..
but i still like e fake orbituary info.
actuallie we planned to fake mrs gns tat someone from our class died and e face appears on e ob page in e straits times
but due to objections..
e idea was scraped.
awww....

ytd.
i was e model for ee lings art project layout.
i find e violin so amusing.
it intrigues my childhood passion for it.
vanessa mae inspires me ultimately.
red hot mix.
do listen to tat.
its darn nice.
electric violin.

ive many childhood dreams unfulfilled.
i'll mention them in due time.
its sad to see them vanish into thin air.
all unfulfilled cases..

imagine if i jam on those drums..
learn e violin professionally.
and do a glissando on a flute.
i'll be e most happy gal!
and at e same time, musically INCLINED!! :))))
even better than e best musician in this scoo.
tat means to say i know a WHOPPING total of FIVE INSTRUMENTS!!!! :))
wooooohooooO!!!
hells man..
so i will start realising my dreams now..
but i don noe y i prefer not to be a musician in e near future.
hahaha.

mum still not bac yet..
don noe where did she went..

2005-03-27T15:39:00.000+08:00

er. did i went out on gd friday?
i seriously forgot.
now y do i mention tat?
cos i wanna blog about e wkend.
i guess im old.
lol!
okie.
ohh. i rembered that i was at home now.
slacked throughout e day.
making marcoroni soup and salad.
yummmy!
went to church in e evening.
super freezing though.
but it feels like gd friday.
ahhh...

gb enrolment was on e nxt day.
mybe it was cursed ytd.
halfway thru e outdoor parade, e rain came in.
haha.
but it was a gd and unforcasted break for us yea.

awards for 2004
best nco : ng minyi
best pioneer : png yiye
best improvement award: diana teo and audrey
best senior : alexandria
best recruit : aneeza

me?
nah. nothing.
lol!
didnt expect anything for myself.
haha
serious :D

as i look back on my past in gb.
sec one - im jus a kid.
nothing to aim for.
not e enthu kind of kid.
jus getting by in gb like e days in pri school (slack coy)

sec two -
on e verge of quiting gb.
felt like i was being left out or something.
wasnt given anything to do or wad.
at e same time ms tay was like super bias to those gd ones.
ALMOST quitted gb but im glad i didnt.!
haha

sec three.
was more involved.
got to interact and work more with my peers.
i thin tat was becos i was promoted, thus given more task.
i remb. e first time i played guit for gb wasnt on a normal meeting but on gb fun day'04.
tat was e first time i appeared with my guit serving gb when i actually know how to play it one or two yrs bac.
frm then onwards, i started playing for devotion.
since now i've been in e devotion comm.

sec. four
last yr already.
i thin im gonna miss gb.
i feel quite empty inside.
but im nv gonna deny tat gb has been a part of my life.
although there were joys and laughters, tears and disappointment.
we have been thru it all.
i admitted i've been super slack even though i was given alot of opportunities.
but i pass them all.
i love e notes those girls took e effort to wrote.
every single piece.
and e photos in e box.
thanks a million for e SUPERB and priceless gift!
- to those who have contributed to it.
-flashes my million watt smile :D:D:D:D:D:D:D to them and everyone.

i love gb 28th coy!!

mum found her beloved stuff.
like thank GOD!
but not my dumb brother.!
haha.

2005-03-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

finally blogging appears on my dictionary.
i've failed to be a constant blogger cos of e comp's fault.
*stares hard at my laptop

recieved some bad news today.
i need ta go to tan jee yans maths remedial.
ok. its my own fault tat i didnt study for maths common test and e second test.
if i had studied them, i wouldnt have to end up in this sickening situation..
besides tat, statistics doesnt comprise a heavy weightage in e o levels .
its vectors they should concentrate on.
-sick-

i felt quite cheated in e sense tat one friend lied to me about her marks .
she did better than what she told me.
everyone told me that she was just being humble.
i accepted it.
yea.
but if ure humble in ur character, i wouldnt put u in e kind of boastful category
if u had told me e truth.
shes humble btw.
but i dont know what goes ard anyway.

i feel so dead now .
i cant seem to catch up with certain subjects like chem.
i dont understand how to calculate e concentration of moles.
even poa.
partnership acts, current accts and e previous one tang nehneh taught.
fnn.
coursewrk.
everyone did so much for TA
but not me .
-unleashing e morbid side of me-

i thin tat its time for me to change my temp.
but im lazy too..
so someone jus hlp me .

i notice tat guides teacher always treat their guides gently, but not e same for brigaders.
haha.
im so glad tat my blog is locked .
not anyone can read it .
can anybody see how swt privacy is?
arhh ........

i hate everything about you. (i didnt meant it)

i hope perfect ten jus quickly airs this song
so i can dedicate it to certain ppl.

2005-03-16T10:57:00.000+08:00

guess whos back?
magdalene lah!
its been 29473872yrs since ive blogged.
feels so gd to be back now.
comps alright now.
gonna go town to buy yiwen's bag today.
like a finally.
hope she doesnt mind.
coincidentally,
shes catching a movie in town with her pri. scoo cussie.
e cute boy at her frenster pic.

received a very early msg frm hannah today.
luckily i heard e vibration under my pillow.
if not she would have to wait for lj's no. one hr later.

love me when im gone..

2005-03-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

it seems like i only blog once a week.
hee.
e freaking sun was dran hot this afternoon.
it shone onto my totally black boots jus now.
oh no! its catching fire.

samuel tan is a fire hazard at chem lab today.
he doesnt know how to unscrew to open e hole for e bunsen burner.
e fire was totally burning at e gas tap which is made of plastic and at e rubber hose too.
gosh!
so retarded.
nv seen anyone so stoopid before.
i mean far too retarded lah.
i was scared tat my dear shirt would be caught in e fire which was blowing directly at my back.
it would burn but not those hose n gas taps.
they have high melting point but not my shirt anyway.

mr chua was cheesy today.
cos when i was eating my cheese bread during assembly in 4 love,
yiwen called chua to our place to ask him somethng.
den when he explained finished to her.
he mumbled something under his breath.
here it goes:
'magdalene, dont thin i dunnoe tat u are eating ah.'
wahahahas!
i thot he didnt noe .
noticed tat he is getting cheesy nowadays.
ya.

i told ya im always super tired on fridays.
i must start speaking, writing and typing in proper english now.
i dont wish to blame anyone for my speech of pidgid english.
though i really wish to blame it all on my mum,
cos shes e one who caused my slurring english.
shes always speaking to me in mixed hokkien n el.
if she uses a phrase of el words.
be prepared for improper el.
i just hate it when ppl speak to me in those el or when i speak to ppl in an improper manner.
see. typing these alone shows u my mistakes
but minus those obvious mistakes which are really obvious cos i dont like to check my post.

i've got e beauty n e beast song scores.
now, i can entertain n drown myself in e melody.

almost here - delta goodrem n brian mcfadden.

Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here

And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here

Well I never knew how far behind i'd left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you
I'm close to tears

'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here

2005-02-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

today is one of the most coolest day in my life.
cos im so cool for today.
had battle games.
which was totallie so cOol!
imagine holding e gun to shoot at ur enemies?
i died bout seven times.
e once in a lifetime chance to die seven times.
ok lame.
i love being e US agents.
shooting those terrorists.
haha.
as i had predicted ,
im tired as usual.

f&n paper at e o levels actuallie clashes with poa paper 2.
amusing?
now mrs tay has to check with e moe.
and we actuallie end our papers on 22 nov 05.
late huh?
e kiasu me rote e exam timetable already.

i like today.
cos many things happened
u see.
saw kimberly at j8 jus now.
kinda miss seeing her in school.
look at e way she smiles.
so cute.

i think tat cca is something tat cheers me up every weekend.
i joining e taf club nxt mon.
fatty me :(
like real!

im so tired.
let me just summarize e whole in a single word.
' glad '

tata!

2005-02-24T16:59:00.000+08:00

im so full now.
seems like i cant digest today.
even at ss.
i felt like dying.
serious.
mrs gng 's lesson made me felt tat way.

had chem n el test.
hope i'll be able to pass.
or maybe with a better grade.
e funny thing is tat many ppl have so many diff. ans for calculating moles
and there is only one correct ans.
hahas.

geog is still one lesson i'll shut off .
i just dont noe y.

we're playing battle games tml!
im geared up for it.
im gonna shoot u tml.
nah.
kidding.
ure too gd to be dead.
i predict tat i'll be super tired tml.
wanna bet?
a million dollars.
haha.

heaven bend to take my hand.
nowhere left to turn.
im lost to those i thought were friends.
to everyone i know.
oh they turn their heads embarrased
pretend that they dont see.
that is one missed step, one slip before u noe it.
and there doesnt seemed to be a way tats redeemed.

i simply love sarah maclahlan's fallen.
shes a classic.
ooh.

2005-02-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

i realised that im totallie so stupid.
i couldnt catch e slightest hint there.
so so foolish.
how could i ?
somebody tell me how?

cny was quite boring.
did not went anywhere except for granny's hse.
but quite a lot visited my hse.
surprisingly,
my biggest red packet actuallie comes frm my aunt.
not my mum =X

chem today was quite complicating.
moles.
super tedious.

`my heart ran away, can u race it?

2005-02-07T21:49:00.000+08:00

i passed my physics test.
second time in my own history.
haha.

will be eating breakfast with e gals.
at macs.
and genkhoo.
stop being a BAD monitress.
pls wear ur class tee!
and we'll be going shopping tml after skool.
yays!
im dying to shop.
my fingers really itch.
esp when i have e cash.
haha.

didnt go for geog today.
cuz i gta rush home to complete my piano hmwrk.
lols!

i just dunnoe y i will laugh at e sight of ppl who have e drugg addict image.
tat reminds me of e darkness.

2005-02-06T14:56:00.000+08:00

cny's coming!
smells like festive spirit.
ahas!
excited.?
d-uh.

skipped church to hlp mum with spring cleaning.
clean clean clean!
still having a bit of muscle aches here and there frm fridays 2.4

heres wat happens on fri:
gb.
before gb ever starts,
i sweated loads.
my sweaty shirt can wringe out a puddle full.
ok lame!
was squad ic for fri.
i was darn nervous.
had hiccups during e first roll call.
but was muchie much better during dismissal.
haha
after tat had resilliance training.
had to run 2.4
i think tis is e only time i made an attempt to try to run my fullest apart frm e actual pft?
hahas.
i was so sticky n stinko tat my feet even smells nicer than my body.
haha.
im so tired tat i had to control my weariness.
i was too tired to talk to anybody.
basically, im too tired to move an inch.
i havent studied e cumalative freq. test yet.
kinda late rites?

2005-02-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

three words to describe myself.
im super tired.
shall elaborate tomorrow.
too shagged.
i have to run 2.4 every week.
e resilliance trail is just similar to e bb's aq.
yawns*

2005-02-03T17:26:00.000+08:00

outkast.
slim feat.
believe or not.

i gotta be like a tree.
such a popular song.
but its lyrics couldnt be found on e web .
wad laggyness.

im having gb tml.
pls.
wish me luck!
hope everything will go well.
my so called ic debut
ha-s.
yiwen's got a blog!
im hlping her to publicise now.
ok.

issit peishi or faith ?

2005-01-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

completely deprived of energy now.
cca.
school.
drill.
oh my.
i feel conciously retarded today.
cant you see that im giving you retard faces n actions?
haha.

had charades for el today.
nicenice :)
n loveable gen was super retarded today.
with her galloping n shooting n many hilarious actions.
u can ask her bout that ;)
but eldds already has a chairwoman.
so gen.
i dont mean to burst ur bubble.
haha.
btw, 4 th did charades too.
haha :)

had health check today.
talked loads with some of mi class girls.
funny.
but its private too.
-i feel e hairs on my skin rising-
tats how bad it could go.
e talk grew worse after some went in e mpr.

met mrs ong at jireh cove for e chapel worship thing.
and guess wad?
we'll be leading chapel on valentines day!!
ahahahahs!
how cool can it go?
i like it.

i luv odd numbers. *winkwink gen*
im not liking nxt fri.
two reasons.
i shadnt tell u so.
haha ;)

now, am i that man ?
*answering is not applicable to mich, gen n wen.
u guys shall not ans it.
haha

-catch me if you can-

my heart skipped a thousand beats today -

2005-01-27T16:32:00.000+08:00

im like happy today?
haha
funny reasons.
:)
esp. walking to j8 n school canteen.

there's gb tml.
excited!
dont be surprised.
we'll be combining with bb for devotion.

didnt bring mi handbook today.
so i borrowed frm ms yip.
ok.
i found out this little secret of ms yips.
guess *
i got ms yip's bf no.

eh fake!!
haha
its just tat she makes notes on her diary on some pages
n i happen to chance upon e conduct page.
this is wat she say:
try not to give a student a fair or poor conduct.
now tat i tell u ppl. dun tell anyone kaes?
haha.

ive no reasons to change my drink preference ;)
pokka green tea simply rawkz!!

2005-01-20T19:07:00.000+08:00

i've got e greenday ep ler.
yays!
im not surprised if e music industry is bound to crash one day.
with ppl like us?
haha

cisum doog sekam greenday :)
can u decipher tat?

noticed tat guys like drinking green tea.
3 out of 5 buys tat.
even mr marican.
wahahahahas!
but unfortunately i dont like it :)

u put me under e impression tat you r no longer there -

2005-01-19T19:59:00.000+08:00

i've got a crazee brother!
wad does he do?
scroll down for more.
everytime he comes bac frm hostel.
sees msn on.
changes mi nick once.
twcie.
now he quits doing.
but
he blocks several grps of ppl frm mi msn.
he thinks tat im stupid not to noe tat.
too bad.
im his sis.
nehneh.
haha

i tell you.
mass cheok is totallie crazy.
she'll shout like nobody's buisness.
she'll nv fail to remember magdalene.
this name has rather been popular with e teachers.
ps. think e negative way.

will be receiving by nero-ed american idiot album.
cant wait for it.
haha
e first track i'll listen to is holiday.
second, bvld of broken dreams.
nxt, american idiot.
n e list goes on.

i thin i seemed to be suffering frm anemia.(f&n)
i seem to feel tired n slpy.
its not like i slp for only 5 hrs everyday.
i slpt for 8-9 hrs everyday.
n it depends.
lesser or more.

so many tests r on nxt week.
need to studie studie studie!

2005-01-15T13:54:00.000+08:00

tats wad frens r for.
so touching.
e original is still e best.
retro man!

its grandpa's bdae.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
hahaha
he'll nv get to see tis.
nonsesne
neither does he noe how to read it
hes kinda illiterate

dear taufik's album is out now.
shall go n collect mine on mon.
coz i purchased e presale album.

im so in love with vanessa carlton's ordinary day.
theres poa test on mon.
format format!
tat tough part.

gonna go celebrate grandpa's birthday ler.
bye!

2005-01-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

dead beat.
e beat is dead.
ok. im lame -.-
haha.
e first sentence is true indeeed.
played many games today.
liked e skipping rope n tic tac toe.
nicenice:)
esp ttt.
get to tease squad 3 loads.
e rest were alright.
overall still nice:)
but its veri hot today.
now e gb girls noe tat im scared of balloons.
haha.

2005-01-13T18:47:00.000+08:00

i see ppl falling sick each day.
haiz.
not a trend pls!

im begining to get sick of maths now.
i totallie hate it now!
its statistics!
cmon'
same old topic for e past week.
3 ms.
mean mode median.
but sorrie.
i cannot hate it.
it will end me nowhere

i still feel tat im having ap these days.
dunnoe y.
now.
sec 4 ler.
must pay more attention n try not to copy wrk.
most.
except for mybe geog.
lazy to think
its humans.
no.
i have two othes
not too bad afterall.
but stil musnt give up.

mass cheok cant teach.
argh!!
mr koh.
how i wish u were my maths teacher.
gb tml!
yay!
but im feeling stressed too.
:(

but i dunnoe how to do chinese compo.
how?

n to those who r sick.
pls take care!
esp, mich.

-poof-

2005-01-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

we had cca orrientation today.
mi vocals were well stretched today.
lols!
veri hard to compete with e music n compeitiors for girls.
haha.
but thank God tat we kinda meet target lah.
hope tat its e finalised no.
prayers' a powerful weapon*

but i still thin its not fair.
cuz when we were competing for e sec. one girls.
other ccas who were poaching them too bad mouth-ed gb.
say dun join gb, gb no gd, join ******
quite pissed.
i can even swear to you tat i didnt badmouth-ed any cca.
not even e guides.
but seriously, i cant swear.
cuz God say i cant.
so i promise you i didnt say anything bad.
i just feel tat we shuld just watch out on our words even though we're despo to meet target.

i still remembered last yr or sec 2 tat time,
ms amy or ms tay say cannot bad mouth any cca, jus say e gd things bout ur cca will do.
cuz got a lot of ppl complain tat we badmouth them.
but now its e other way.
haiz.
im feeling tired .
yawns-*
havent reallie been having enough rest.
keep going back late cuz of e cca orrientation.
surprisingly mummie didnt scold me for telling her at 6 pm when i needed to stay back at skool.
haha.

sec. 1s
dey may seem lovable or cute.
but sorrie, appearance doesnt count for tis time.
theres this sec 1 girl outside e hall.
den i ask her wheter she was looking for her parents.
den dunnoe wad happen
cuz e hall door was close of e air con.
den she said im just looking for my parents. ure so cruel.
something like dat.
but she did not say it to me.
but to trixy.
cant believe tat she said tat out to trix.
quite stunned.

n one more thing.
im so beautifully blessed today!
cuz i didnt sit with samuel tan for chem lab pracs.
i almost did.
close shave rites?
phew!

when mrs ong said tat we will be sitted in alphabetical order
i was kinda scared of e probability tat i will sit beside samuel tan.
i keep telling gen they all bout this .
its confirmed tat hes right behind me .
so i kept saying tat i hope he will be e last person in sitting in tat particular bench n i will sit at a new bench behind him or either way.
den chien ting say tat e more u want it to be,
it will happen.
but chin teck say otherwise,
i agreed with chin teck.
den chin teck was rite.
samuel sit beside me.
so sui.
but wait!
afterwards mrs ong said tat seating arrangement got prob.
say tat e last bench shuld have 3 peeps onlie.
how come got 4?
e seating arrangement was wrong by 1 postion.
den i got to seat with sherry.
yays!!
so FORTUNATE!!
i was so damm freaking scared tat time.
chien ting was right afterall.
hahas.
den alot of ppl say im so lucky.
haha
in e end hes alone behind himself.
which i thin mrs ong compel him to it.
haha

i must concentrate on maths!
n get enough rest now.
byes!!
:)

mich - i dont eat vinegar.
no. not to mention a whole jar of it.

2005-01-04T18:00:00.000+08:00

first of all.
im so honoured tat michelle aw wenjun reminded me specially on her blog to wear e school socks.
let me thank ya for that. reallie lah :)
but not for mentioning my full name.
no thanks ah.
haha.
i jus dun like it lah.
kinda nan ting.
my first n last name will do.
thanks.

second day of school ler.
im quite scared bout e 'o's now.
practiced maths till 1+ ytd.

im gonna make sure i pass my maths .
if i ever fail maths in 'o's.
its ite.
will cont practising maths again.

boos.
mr ong doesnt teach us maths now.
replaced by mass cheok.
sick.
she doesnt noe how to teach!
i'd rather have dear mr ong.

it was rather nicee to totallie skip chinese.
now, did i mentioned mrs lim wannah is our new dm now?
darn.
we're gonna keep skipping mt cuz of her discipline position?
ha-s

gen was being filmed on ct's fone.
veri funny actions.
we reallie luaghed out loud.
hahahaha!!

i thin mrs gns was rather surprised tat i did my ss asignment
i did it only today.
but i did most of it by myself.
but i didnt copied mich.
tat stupid soon kai anyhow say tat.
im gonna work hard for this yr , not slack until mad like sec 3.
tat shall be my new yr resolution.
hope i reallie stick to tat.
haha.

2005-01-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

brother for sale! i will gladly give you mine for free ;)

2005-01-01T20:16:00.000+08:00

first entry of the yr!
but in fact im freaking pissed now.
by my brother.
was so gulfed up tat i screamt at his face!
second time ler.
i oso dun like too
n im not tat kind hu screams every now n den.
he make me until so pek.
so i have no choice.

hes in tis hse to destoy my life!
im soso so sick.
first mi fone.
spoil ler oso nv hlp me send go repair .
mi beloved 6100
:(
now i have to use another fone tat has improper functions.
haizz.
second. hes violent
can do anything to me
mi poor life is in danger
how i wish he would turn for e better

i totallie dislike him now

2004-12-28T10:10:00.000+08:00

christmas is over :(
tat means we haf to go back to school soon.
quite sick lah.
go bac to skool to study for 'o's
it makes me wobbly whenever someone mentions bout mi taking 'o's nxt yr
dunnoe wheter can go to a gd poly.
like e seniors say 'o's r quite alrite.
esp. e comb. sc ppl.
wat worries me is maths n physics
i reallie need some hlp on them..
gtg for bs.
ta-s!!

2004-12-24T13:07:00.000+08:00

todays christmas eve.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
hahas.
its kinda boring to be at home when ure suppose to be out now..
everyones not free.
i suppose we can onlie go out after christmas ?
i dun understand y mummy wants to cook today?
i want to go out n eat.
its so boring to be at home during e festive season.
but christmas is special!!
u see?

ytd nite went out to shaw to hlp mi dear brother to buy wrappping paper.
wat time did he called?
8.23pm.
so ealie rites?
haha

hafta go church tonite.
i'll try to pshyco mum to dine out.
dun feel like cooking.
den tml going aunts hse to celebrate.
presents!!
wahahahas!!

yays!! i've borrowed mvp qing ren frm trix to watch.
luv you !!
but it'll take me quite some time to watch finish leh .

oh yea.
i managed to persuade mummie to go out to eat .
hahaha!!

if theres only one single tat i can purchase,
tat will be band aid 20's do they know its christmas single!!.

i want to go out badly!!

2004-12-20T13:55:00.000+08:00

im having maths tuition tml.
my first tuition of the year!
surprised?
hahahas.
but i need physics too..
if possible a tutor who can manage both maths n physics.
yea.
mi dear cussie is bringing me there.

shrek is so nicee :)
i luv it.
but i missed e front part..
thanks to joseph tan who wanted to watch kungfu soccer.
after shrek, kept watching el channels.
channel i.
tvee marathon.
two local dramas at a go.
quite nicee lah.
i dunnoe y i've always felt tat watching foreign (or even some local) english dramas always remind you tat u r in australia or america s' hotel room, lying on a bed to watch it?
e feeling's just so strange.

skipped church.
but for a gd reson.
cuz of e charity booth thing.

christmas is tis week!!
yays!
cant wait

my fav christmas song.

band aid 20 - do they know its christmas?

Its Christmas time, theres no need to be afraid at christmas time,
we live in light and we banish shade

but in our world of plenty, we should spread a smile of joy!
Through your arms around the world at christmas time
but say a prayer - pray for the other ones
at christmas time, its hard but when your having fun
theres a world outside your window
and its a world of dreaded fear
where the only water flowing is a bitter sting of tears
And the christmas bells that ring there are the clanging chimes of doom

Well tonight thank God it's them instead of you
and there wont be snow in africa this christmas time
the greatest gift they'll get this year is life

where nothing ever grows
no rain or rivers flow

Do they know it's christmas time at all?
heres to you raise a glass for everyone
underneath that sadness

do they know its christmas time at all?
feed the world
feed the world
feed the world
let them know its christmas time and
feed the world let them know its christmas time
feed the world let them know its christmas time

2004-12-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

just came back frm e charity booth thing.
toatllie blushed.
was countdowning e time wif yiye.
cant wait to go home till 10 pm.
it was boring n tiring.
this is not e end, theres still sunday.
i thin i still prefer giving out e phamplets thing.
veri fast do finish der.

guess who i saw ?
felicia chin!!
shes wang tong in e champions.
OMG!!
im soo super lucky.
actuallie i dun noe hu she was until jessica finished waving hands with her .
den i ask jess hu is she.
but i didnt noe tat she was wang tong.
haha.
i've got her email.
hahas.
mi luck :)

below r e lyrics of a song:

u had the chance u blew it.
out of sight, out of mind
shut ur mouth i just cant take it
again and again.

2004-12-16T20:08:00.000+08:00

lalalas.
will be going town tml.
not to play but to sweat.
haf ta hlp out at e charity booth for gb along wisma tat stretch.
it so happen tat my second brother is going to town to sell things tml too.
cuz i accidentallie saw his cca schedule thing.
it'll be lyk both bro n sis in town selling stuff?
hahahas.
trying to be funnie again.
hope to see joseph in town.
bet tat he'll be soso shocked to see y his lil sis is in town till so late.
btw, my time slot's 2-10 pm.
kinda late.
will be dere on sunday too.
10am -6pm.
hope tat it'll not be too tiring tml.
ta-s ppl!

did i mention tat i kepp having funny dreams.
almost everyday tis week?
weird `

2004-12-14T14:42:00.000+08:00

suppose to study wif gen today.
but her mummie's taking her out today
so it was postponed.

got fed up wif mi dad ytd.
chu ren jiang chu hua.
mi mum was pissed with him too.
i was so pissed with him tat i didnt even want to hlp him at all.

mi brother told me a fact
ya.
its quite sad lahz.
even though he doesnt appear to be tat kind.
but he is.

go check out kelly clarkson's since you've been gone video.
i cant imagine how her crew is going to clear out e mess.
hahas.
if want some sad songs.
heres greenday's - boulevard of broken dreams.

mum spent loads on me tis hols.
even mi brothers do not get such vip treatment.
ya.
thanks to e bonus ah.
hahas.

2004-12-09T18:34:00.000+08:00

funnie.
blogger's acting weird today.
haiz.
mi holiday assignments are not even half way completed.
i must do maths tys!
i feel lyk going to macs to study.
cuz i wouldnt be bothered to do any homewrk at home.
so i will ask e gals out to study.

i feel disgusted.
saw a pervert on e bus today.
tis is e second time ler.
so sui.
gave him a dirty look n yet he still had e cheek to smile bac.
goodness.
go and eat ur shit !!

where r you again? ure suppose to come out n save me kaes !!

2004-12-08T15:47:00.000+08:00

came back frm tp.
went to church for e interview thing in e morning.
it was fine.
except tat i need to go all e way to jurong.
tats where my church is.
far rites?

bought jeans.
mums buying me a reallie preetty swatch.
but she say its lyk for kids?
funnie leh.
dun thin so bah.
but e color looks lyk some colorful thing tat i wanna eat.
hahahas.

im so in love with mi blog song.
its e electric solo tats attracting me.
:)

and before i leave,
take tis with you.

ten of my favourite bands -

1. simple plan :)
2.velvet revolver (now in random)
3.good charlotte
4.the calling
5.nickelback
6.linkin park
7.sum 41
8.switchfoot
9.yellowcard
10.greenday (not because of american idiot =X)

byebye!
im not tat lost without michelle aw wenjun kaes !!
make u see tis when you come back frm shanghai ah.
n SHANG geok, ure so lame.
ahahas :)

2004-12-07T16:56:00.001+08:00

im bored now.
not going back to slp.
i wan to do some shopping.
how i wish i have endless cash.
every girl's speciality :)
heeeheee.
ok.
bought e tape for tml's interview.
n i saw e new shops in j8 too.
quite alrite lah.
but i guess kcpians will grow tired of it sometime.
alrite.
more shops come out means more shopping.
doesnt make sense or does it ?

todays such a wonder.
a wonder tat my mummie didnt call home ..
funnie ah.

oh my oh my.
i reallie appreciate this solo piece.
santanna is talented.
nvm to those who thinks its awful :(

2004-12-07T16:56:00.000+08:00

2004-12-06T15:13:00.002+08:00

ok.
daddie's home.
im under his control once after he wakes up.
argh!
hes suffering frm pms these days
which i thin hes even more pms den his daughter.
mi mood is a okkay everyday one hor.
if u ever see me angry,
u haf real luck.
cuz im onlie angry once in a million yrs.
sorrie,
was trying to crap lahz.
bored mah -.-
jk lah!
reallie kinda sick.
i haf many things to squeeze in tis week.
haf to go outta hse almost everyday,

mon - piano lessons (tsk tsk! i did most of mi hmk before 1)
tues - i dunnoe whether tat eeling got receive mi msg or not, shes suppose to hlp me borrow tape reccorder. haf to get it frm her by today.
wed - interview wif aunty poh geok. a church worker
tats y i need e recorder for wad ?
thurs - mybe e cookie thing ? see wad i can hlp lah.
fri - thinking of going out by myself to town. but wait, im suppose to go for agm. ok

haiz..
sian ah.

2004-12-06T15:13:00.001+08:00

2004-12-06T15:13:00.000+08:00

2004-12-05T21:04:00.000+08:00

feed e world
dont they know its christmas time ?
ahas.
nice song frm band aid 20.
i thin its some carol to raise money for e ppl in africa.
sounds frm joss stone, justin hawkins, jamelia, coldplay, will young n many moree.

watching a hilarious n romance movie on channel 8 now.

im jealous.
shang geok,
how on earth did u make tat taufik blogskin?
but taufik's mine u c.
:)

2004-12-04T19:16:00.000+08:00

somebody made prank calls jus now.
ok.
dunnoe hu on earth is e bo liao one.
i bet e nxt min will be his turn .
ooh.
im oh-so bad.

i love it now.
nobodys home.
except for avril.
jk!
cuz she sang it lah.
+
everybodys out now.
mummie is in the regent for some d&d.
patrick too, but at suntec.
daddies not back yet.
josephs in bishan for some bridge comp.
ahahahas.
they're all out now.
its so quiet.
but i still lyk it.
awww...

i somehow dislike pink for e moment.
u shuld noe it.
but im starting to lyk white even better now.
ahahahahas.
i dream is so nicee :)
hope they'll play it more often on e radio.
tats wat i call batisah fever.

i've been nocturnal for e pst few days.
i definately dun miss it.
its tiring dear.
3 hrs e least n 6 hrs e most.
n tat is for slping within a day onlie.
tiring lah.
but aniwaes,
mi target.
slp lesser than 8 hrs can ler =D
im being extremist over slping.
haha.

i hope tat e newspaper feature more on taufik.
cuz i will be their loyal customer for now.
once again.
batisah fever.

i wanna catch christmas wif e kranks eversince we watched princess diaries
somethings reallie special during tis jolly season.
how i wish i was in australia during christmas.
cuz u will reallie get to feel e festive over there.

realised tat theres been too many immitations of miss - es.
few examples lyk ms pretty n ms hot.
wads nxt?
aniwaes, if tis few miss - es happen to see it.
dun be angry n come after me.
if not ur face will haf additional wrinkles
den u not preetty ler x)
lalaallaas.

im sick.
down wif batisah fever.
no one can rid it.
except for him.

:)

2004-12-03T10:41:00.000+08:00

i woke up on time.
haa.
im feeling so tired.
slpt for onlie 3 hrs.
not enuff.
i wanna go back to slp again.
though i vowed to slp lesser.
but i cant go back to bed now.
have to go malaysia wif mummie.
at 12.
slp in malaysia?
ahahahahaahahs.
cannot lah.
go dere is to do our shopping one.
den afterwards can come back to slp.
hahas.
mybe looking into e comp would awake me.
lols!!

saw e e straits times today.
ooh.
taufiks on cover.
once again,
i bought e papers.
cuz im kpo bout him mah.
cant be hlp,
cuz hes e first sing idol.
i thin hes quite poor thing.

about e recording deal wif bmg.
sly n taufik gets them.
which is kinda unfair.
its onlie e winner hus suppose to get it.
not e runner up.
bmg's a fraud.
cuz during e poll conducted on sing idol.
well.. dere was tis qtn on hus marketibility rate is better.
definitely sly.
so, based on tat.
bmg decided to gif sly e contract too.
cuz dey wanna make $$ !!
but i still thin tat both r ok..
taufik oso handsome eventhough hes a malay lah.
but e worst part is not dere yet!
bmg said tat dey already forcasted tat sly will haf a better future den taufik.
cuz many ppl will buy his album.
and sly will make more money.
and tat means to say,
sly is e REAL WINNER!!
taufik will quite benefit e prestige title.
but his future is quite unsure.
dey make no comments bout it aniwae.

now, tis is mi real chance to make mi grumbling public.
i hope it does make sense
esp to taufik's fans.

wonder if dere is any nice quiksilver slippers or haviannas slipper.
cuz i need to get it for mi bro.
owe him so long ler.

2004-12-02T17:15:00.000+08:00

TAUFIK BATISAH IS OUR SINGAPORE IDOL!!
:):):):):):):):):)
hahahas.
soso happie tat he won.
of course.
hes supposed to win.
everyones voting for him.
yes me.

hi card cant vote.
and yes,
mummie ask me to hlp her sms to vote for sly.
ya, i hlped her.
shes a nono for taufik.
she asked me to send in 4 smses for sly.
half of them goes to sly
n e other half goes to taufik!
im not suppose to vote for him but
i was fair to split half e votes btwn sly n taufik rite?
heeeheee.
i hope mum doesnt see this,
or she'll slaughter me
n sly too.
i hope he doesnt come after me for his 2 other votes.
ahahahahaahs.

speaking of mi mum.
shes a lil crazy.
to think tat it is e first time shes doing such a crazee thing by wasting money for nothing.
spend two dollars for nothing.
even mi brothers dun do tat.
i mus applaud for mi mum ah.
*clap clap*
:)

2004-11-30T17:20:00.000+08:00

woke up late today.
so of course i was late for comp lessons.
completed most of e web thing.
2 more pages n touch up
and tadas!!

changed mi song twice today.
which one's bettter?
true(ryan caberra) or superstar( jamelia)?
of course its true!
tats wat ure hearing now. duh
nice nice?
whoever who disagrees with me bout tis song.
i thin e person has a heart of stone.
heyhey.. kidding lah.
diff ppl got diff taste rite?
nvm.
hahas.

2004-11-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

oops.. i made a mistake.
simple plan's lead singer is not sebastian, but pierre!!
ahahahs.
hes so cute.
but sorrie, no pics of e band lah.

hu thinks tat bono frm u2 has charm?

mememememememememememememememememememememememe
mememememememememememeemememeemememeemememeememe
memeemememememeemememememememeememememememememe!!

2004-11-29T22:29:00.000+08:00

yooosss..
i broke mi record ler!!
for slping 2 hrs onlie.
its lyk 10 hrs off mi normal slping time.
tadas!!
im not feeling tired now.
yes.
i realise tat slping will not solve yr tireness.
yup.
tats true.
u need ta exercise too.

ate lunch at pastamania with mich n gen.
im nv gonna try creamy chicken pasta again.
its so sick.
prefer marche's version.

i shall slp later n wake up earlier
n not be a lazy PIGG!!
wahaahahaas!!

2004-11-28T20:56:00.000+08:00

feel kinda sad n disappointed now.
dun ask me y.
saw something which i shuldnt.
nvm.
its fate.
u cannot hide away frm certain things at all.
must be strong (:

2004-11-24T16:05:00.000+08:00

another day in skool.
comp lessons.
its getting cold n boring.
e air cons r cold n e lessons speedy.
dun understand wads he saying.
cuz i wasnt paying attention but tolking all e way.

i will nv ever watch shutter.
hate scary movies.
its not tat i dun dare.
but just dun love e genre.
haha.

psle results r out today.
mi dear cousin passed.
but not veri well.
hes quite ok wif it.
at least he did PASSED!!
hes a happy go lucky kind.
ok.

tml deres gb.
a meeting for e charity booth thingy.
at hq.
kovan.
nel.
haha.

christmas wif e cranks seems nice.
gonna catch it during christmas.
yup :)

mi brother's crazy x)

2004-11-23T17:00:00.000+08:00

freaky boring.
wad else but comp lessons?
yes.
we're learning how to construct web pages.
using dream waver.
im no genius.
pls.
go away.

its been so long since i heard where is e love.
it feels so nice.
chemical gases filling e lungs of e little ones....
wheres e love, i dont know?
wheres e truth, i dont know?

btw, tis is not a love song as wat mich thot it was.
if u look at e lyrics carefully,
its tolking abt another more or less anti-bush policy.
more trees, less bush.
see e meaning.
wahahas!!

i wanna cut mi hair.
but i guess i'll have to wait till its long.
n place it in e hands of a right hairdresser.

i've watched e incredibles ytd.
its nicee.
go catch it .
:)
jack jack is so cute.

i feel like catching singaore idol live at singapore indoor stadium.
dun ask me y.
i reallie dunnoe.
i'll vote for taufik.
mi mum n 2nd brother is against him.
but i dunnoe bout mi eldest brother.
i must say tat even my dad noes bout e idol thing.
he even noes oli.
ahahaha.
my dad.
finallie, hes kinda updated.

lala.

2004-11-22T17:06:00.000+08:00

guess whos back?
e obs ppl.
yea.
dey enjoyed themselves.
- giving e jealous look at them -
heard tat it was veri fun.
haha.
mi comps been hit by e virus.
ok.
its so
sickening.
ehs..
cannot go into e web i wan.

ahahas.
im gonnna say whos mi fav. singers, drummers n guitarists,
tatas!!

simple plan.
lead singer sebastian n lead guitarist jeff strinco ( e cool guy )

velvet revolver
drummer, victor.

linkin park
mike shinoda n e drummer.

alterbridge.
lead guitarist. dunnoe wads his name.
but i noe hes a machine.
can play fast notes veri swift.

yellowcard.
lead singer.

U2
Bono, e lead singer!!

ehh.
i thin tats all.
no more ler.
i can say dey play or sing veri well.
im crazy.
ok.
nvm.
cuz nuthin to blog bout mah.
i hope tis is fine.

:)

2004-11-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

todays gens bdae.
almost forgot to wish her.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GEN !!
:)

ok.
sing idol talk.
oli's out.
yes.
slys in.
damm it.

mi mum has some discrimination against taufik.
but hes gd!!
mi mum said tat shes gona vote for sly during for e finals.
she asked me to hlp her vote.
so im in control of e fone.
hu noes i will 'hlp' her to vote for taufik.
ahaha.
i will nv vote for sly.
olis already e singapore idol in mi heart.

now.
i dun reallie noe wad to blog about.
lifes so boring now.
tas.

2004-11-18T22:03:00.001+08:00

wads e point of finding back something u ve lost ?
wads e point of clinging onto something tat doesnt belong to u ?
theres no use crying over wat u ve lost.

time will heal everything.

2004-11-18T22:03:00.000+08:00

sly shuld be out.
im worried for oli.
i hope she stays.
taufiks gonna stay.
but not sly.
nv him.
but sad to say.
i thin sly will stay.
cuz hes had many fans .
grr!!
go for talents ,
not LOOKS!!

no more net for me.
not everytime.
though its boring.
comp lessons,
dun seem fun.

im down.
im totallie disapointed wif myself.
i mus pick mysef up when i fall down.
im strong.
i dun wanna fall in any deeper.

everything doesnt seem to connect.
not even tis text

super collaspe 2

2004-11-14T22:03:00.000+08:00

slpy headed.
i've cut down on mi slp now.
so i'm not a PIG now !!
ahahaz.
half e time.
frm 12 hrs to 6 hrs.
wad caused me to be so wide awake?
tata!!
super collaspe 2 !!
wah.
play until lyk siao ah.
play all e way till level nine
which i died tragically.
e feeling was so much on mi nerves.
can u believe tat i screamt when i lost ?
ahhhhhh!!!!
first time.
tis is e first time.
played until so crazy.
ahahahahahas.
so im recommending super collapse 2.
hahahas :)
yahoo mus thank me ?
jk!
mum oso wanna play.
but too bad.
it lasts onlie n hr.

feeeling goody goody.
tml going out ler.
finallie.
princess diaries 2 n marche,
here i coomee!!
:)

2004-11-12T23:26:00.000+08:00

i am lazy ass.
less than half a paper done for maths ten yrs series.
i haf much studying n hmk to do.
but im tempted to log on to tis square box.
unproductive-.
i cant wait for mon.
princess diaries 2.
marche.
hu can resist such goodies.
ciara?
ahahaha.

i thin we r quite fortunate.
cuz mi mummie said tat she nv go out to eat wif her frens t ocelebrate birthdaes or wadeva.
when i told her we got to seoul garden or march.
she was kinda shocked!!
she said she nv spent tat much on a meal during mi age.
btw.
when she was mi age.
mybe it was a decade away frm e post war scene.
yah.
u can guess how old she isnow.
but sorrie.
no prizes for guessing it rite :)

minyi, i almost made u cry ?
cheer up k?

:)

2004-11-12T15:08:00.000+08:00

im missing money or love on channel i.
i missed yet again n again.
e last episode i watched was when audrey got booted out.
ok.
i must remind miself yet again to catch it.
n mybe americas nxt supermodel on mon nite.
im going back to e tv world again.
i cannot miss e champions.
its too gd to miss !!
:)

2004-11-12T14:40:00.000+08:00

todays deepavali.
ok.
lemme wish all indians a happy deepavali!!
though i dun reallie noe one .
hahas .
though today is a holiday,
it just semms lyk ani other day.
cuz we're having holidays everyday.
for now.
just watched e champs n sing idol.
gotta admit tat sly is gd in chinese songs .
taufik was outstanding too.
but still,
olinda is still e BEST!!
hahahas.
yilngs a biatch.
gd thing tat jiajun found out in e end.
if not,
im not going to forgive e producer
lols!!

2 things i hate about mummy.

1. she flips e comp switch off wifout thinking twice.
doesnt she noes tat its dangerous for e comps life ?
she doesnt noe how to surf e net or wadeva .
but she does noe how to play spider solitaire veri well.
tats her forte :)
duh. she plays it everyday . wifout fail!

2. this one's even worse.
wadeva funny thing she sees in mi rooom.
she'll throw it away,
wifout asking me.
one such instance,
mi lanyard.
frm mi gb full u.
wifout tat long red cloth string.
u can forget about wearing ur uniform!!
yah. its just a long piece of string
tats wat she thot.
-poof-
it goes to e bin
when i need to wear mi full u.
i had trouble.
tats it.

btw, she admited it.
hahahas!!

its dangerous to haf a mum lyk mine.
but not to e extreme.
this is e bad side of her.
but she has her gd side too.
shes more than alrite except for those 2 points mentioned abv.
afterall, shes still mi mum
i guess,
forgive n forget comes in now ?
haha!!
i luv mummy!!
:)
hope she sees tis part,
yea !!
lols!!

im just a kid

2004-11-11T13:38:00.000+08:00

disaster.

im a simple plan fan!!
daniel ong, see this !!
i want e road trip to kl to meet n greet e band
esp. e cool botak head one :)
e lead singer is cutee too :)
though it seems quite impossible.
hahahas!!
in mi dreams lah !!

simple plan, come down to singapore !!
i wanna see u guys !!
:)

i'm just a kid, and life is a nightmare.
i'm just a kid, i noe it isnt fair !!

im loosing count of dates now, eversince e start of e hols =X

sad song :(

2004-11-10T09:17:00.000+08:00

below r e lyrics of a song. it is slow n nicee. a meaningful song.
it sounds weak when you first hear it, but grows on you wif everytime you hear it.
i've grown to love it.
its a beautiful n sad song :(

fall to pieces - velvet revolver

It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling

Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces

I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling

All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling

slpy

2004-11-10T09:11:00.000+08:00

juz came back frm bishan.
had drill n e responsibility in home cooking test.
i've let e f&n students down.
haiz.
ytd yiye n i went to krystal's hse to practice e cooking.
n we bought lyk over $30 of purchases.
gdness!!
so ex.
mums going to kill me if she ever noes tis.
each person $10 + ?
yah.

after skool, went to meet yiwen.
so long nv reallie tok to her ler.
we went playing e guitar at e bishan flats void decks .
hahas .
my redeemer lives !!
woohoo!!
now den i noe tat i got e same pick as her.
e shocking orange jim dunlop soft nylon pick.
but its kinda useless for strong n fast strum :(
chatted too.
now i noe many stuff bout e psl camp.
e talents n e booters .
haha.
oh ya !
it was raining juz now.
i just simply hate raining.
it ruins plans !!
went to e bus stop.
saw 56 .
decided not to chase it while yiwen ask me to race it.
but when i saw 410 coming too.
i ran for it when yiwen adviced me not too.
hus rite ?
yiwen , of course !!
410 went off without me.
so in e end, she ends up wating with me for e nxt bus.
den we saw an ex student frm kcp
was lugging his mini lugguage.
looks lyk hes going to chalet ?

dreams.
- luffs at mich's dream-
kinda weird lah.
nvm, i have weird dreams too.
haha..
im scared .
cuz we're taking e big exams vry nxt yr.
dun u thin so ?

i wanna watch princess diaries!!
i wan simple plans welcome to my life album.
this is e 1st time i believe in buying albums.
yeah, simple plan only !!
hu likes simple plan?
raise ur hands up high.!!
legs counted rite ?
lols!!
i think e lead guitarist(e botak head one ) is cool.
victor issit ?

im reallie tired now .
slpt at 1am n woke up 6 + todae ?
dun intend for a nap.

why cant i breathe whenever i think about you ?
whenever i slp, its yoo tat i dreamt of.

happie -.

2004-11-07T02:09:00.000+08:00

i'm a happy gal.
did loads of shopping in town wif mum ytd .
bought a top,
a pull-over frm topshop n
other stuff .
:)
:)

mum n me shopped till we dropped .
numb legs -_-
guess wat time was our dinner ?
10+
l8...
mi wardrobe needs new clothing to fill in.
i think i decide that denims shall always be mi matching bottoms.
watever tops i buy,
seems to be fit denims bottoms.
but seriously i prefer denim bottoms.
:)
going to gb soon.
this wk is not full u .
yeahs !
gtg .
byes!!

*btw girls , wanna catch princess diaries ? after e comp lessons ?

i am a pig !!

2004-11-06T09:09:00.000+08:00

i am a pig !!
repeat after me ..
MAGDALENE TAN is a PIGG !!
slpt till 11+ todae
not onlie todae,
but a few days back too.
in fact , i can end up lyk tat everyday.
these r e things i do everyday :
eat(ilv it !),slp,comp,mtv,tab,tv
wads life ?
i hate it now .
i wanna go back to school!!

changed song .
its by staind - so far away
nicenicee!!

gonna go shopping later again.

recently, i fished out an old sec 2 lit exercise bk .
which i hardly completed any assignments .
to tell you e truth,
i've written onlie four pages of work .
mind you , not full pages !!
tatz y i fail lit n refuse to take it tis yr .
ive been slacking in mrs lohs class all those while.
lemme show you mi first assingment .
if you would remember or still kept yr book,
e topic was , 'wat are e basic stuff of lit u learnt todae ?'
look at my essay ,
and see how honest n horrendous i can go
dun luff at me.
(they are word for word )
here i go :

Basically, i couldnt absorb much today. Eversince recess, i became tremendously sleepy. (ive always been slpy during lessons in sec 2 ).Literature is no exception(i hate literature since sec 1!), just because mrs loh told us to write out my reflections , so i promptly obeyed.(so guai) First, we lernt(spelling mistake, shuld be learnt) of how how a story was plotted good/bad. Next, we were discussing on the characters, wheather it be humans/animals & things. Following on, mrs loh somewhat of tested us of blah ....(wad nonsense) Dont really remember that. The answer was language in simple / complex.(incomplete sentence) Anyway , i dont really like literature because its boring,(im being straight) i mean not mrs loh's face(sorrie, e truth will hurt)

look, cest' terrible !!
rotten context.
btw , mi work was clean
dere isnt any other red mark except for a big tick at e bottom .
wth !!
a big tick for work done or work seen ?
add some comments lah ...
such a terrible piece of work ,
dun tell me u haf nothing to say ?
dumb !!
:)

staind - so far away

this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
'cause i i must be sleeping

[chorus]
now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes,one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today

these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile that i've never shown before
somebody shake me
'cause i must be sleeping

[chorus]

i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me

[chorus]

trixy make sure yoo see this !!

2004-11-03T21:09:00.000+08:00

trix, i hope you can see this.
if she isnt aware, of it , pls inform her , thanks !

trixy , im dedicating this post to you ,
y u wan to quit gb ?
u noe tat everone misses you badly in gb ,
esp e sec 3s ?
dey're concern bout you, n we noe bout yr problems ..
im sure tat we will try our best not to make you feel left out.
come back to gb !!
WE MISS TRIXY!!

:)

boring .

2004-11-02T18:03:00.000+08:00

hafing holidays isnt exactly fun.
totallie boring .
wonders y our skool doesnt haf 2 extra weeks of schooling for sec 3s
while e rest of e schools haf.
hmm.
to e teachers or mr loh of kcpss,
we haf to go back to school for extra prep for 'o's
y doesnt our school practise it ?
it would be beneficial to us,
to put it exactly , me
rather den wasting my time on tis stoopid comp.
n no hlp frm professionals.
we need teachers to teach us !!

juz bought maths ten yrs series n physics guidecum wrkbk to study.
a new top too! :)
seriously, i think i will only study at late night
will telll you with my eyes closed tat i will definitely spend e day on tis comp
lifes hell boring now .
i hope i can go back to skool asap to study during hols a lil
:)
gd luck to sec 4s hu r taking their 'o's :)

disappointed wif you

2004-10-29T20:49:00.000+08:00

i noe u're trying to hlp me ,
but u r making certain things worse.
haiz.
hope you wont repeat e same thing in future.
u promise ?

let bygones be bygones ___________`

worries gone :)

2004-10-22T20:11:00.004+08:00

worrying.
its over.
but dun be too smug yet.
deres e 'o's nxt yr.
gonna aim higher tis time.
im not going to normal.
thot i would.
all this while,
worrying has been my forte,
but not now animore :)
yays!
u would not believe it,
but in actual fact,
e no. of exams i passed is equals to e no. of common tests i failed.
thank God tat i did not disappoint my parents!
thot tat e teachers saw mi face on e promotional meeting slides.
but when i asked mr chua.
he said i wasnt on e screen all this while.
tat means to say.
i wasnt bound to retain.
all this while again,
i was worrying.

mi fone spoilt.
a new one.
just onlie a week old.
can u imagine.
e cover broke n now i cannot even on e fone .
ask my brother wat happen .
hes e cause.
damm it!

blending into e music :)

2004-10-22T20:11:00.001+08:00

not supposed to be online now .
well, cuz im at home
so its alrite :)
skipped skool todae .
cuz we got some grooming course
heard frm gen tat it was hell boring .
gd thing i skipped it
another reason.
cuz i havent hand in mi edusave n consent form
seriously, i lost it :)
hahahaahahas!!
wait till you see ms alsagoff screaming her head off me :):)
lols!
but sorrie,
purposely took an mc for today
if not im reallie going to get it frm e old hag.

going to mich hse to swim.
but e weathers a lil cold
im scared to be cold
grrr!!

taking back our report bk tml.
im scareeed!!

slpy -.-

2004-10-22T20:11:00.000+08:00

first of all
i need some sleeeeep!!
shall slp earlier later.

im on cloud nine now.
reason ?
ehh... secret :)
hahahaa!

had post exams day .
ppl down for duty r practically not doing anything
lyk me ?
our dear teacher ic , mr chua
has gone missing too ! =X

deres cca bazzar going on at kcp
selling lotsa nicee stuff :)
bought e candle thing frm gg .
not bad !
n other nicee stuff.
no cash to buy more :(

gb sold ice creams n pebbles
pebbles was a complete sucess!
we sold out ALL !
yeahs !!
gd wrk girls !
keep it out yea!!
e girls at e ice cream side ,
its alrite . you did ur best:)

sjab was nxt to our stall
they sold all kinds of stuff
artwork , keychains , tattoos ?
heeheee.
heard their foodstall is doing well:)

stayed back for devotion prac.
hungry.
wheres mi mummmumm?

feel sad for you.

took mrt home

shall catch mi slp earlier - winks at mich n gen -
n wake up early too !!

happie :)

2004-10-19T14:55:00.000+08:00

tats wat i'm feeling now
excited n happie
again.

u noe y ?
coz mum got me a new fone .
woohoo!!
a n6100
hahahaha .
its sleek
cept i dun lyk e color of e cover
i want a brown one
looks nicer.
cuz mum renewed her plan
and hdb had tis offer
so i asked her to buy
n she gave me tat fone

yess. i luv mummie !!
she rawkz !!
dun noe wat mi brothers will when dey heard wat my mum did .
dey'll prob be jealous .
will be going out tml !!
cant wait.